My name is Julie, and I am an exhibitionist who now includes public pissing among my most exciting sexual thrills. I have had various fantasies about exposing myself to strangers for as long as I can remember, and when I started college and tasted the unsupervised freedom of that lifestyle I began to look for ways to satisfy my dreams. I started out slowly by taking walks around my off-campus neighborhood late at night wearing outfits I could experiment with. For example, I would wear an untucked button-front shirt with no bra and a skirt with no panties; then when I got to an area where the streetlights didn't provide much light and there were no cars or pedestrians in sight I would unbutton my top button, walk a little, unbutton another and another, experiencing the naughty pleasure of exposing more and more skin, until there were none left. Then I would casually flip the front open to expose my breasts and feel the thrill of looking down and seeing myself bare in a public place. Further along I would lift my skirt to my waist, first in back to expose my ass, then is front to display my naked pussy to the world, even though there was really no one to see me. As I took more walks I began to hope someone really would see me; the more daring I was, the more bold my fantasies became.
Then one weekend a few friends and I went to Lake Havasu for Spring Break. There I discovered a world of people who seemed to be particularly interested in showing off and looking at others who did so,, and I saw a great chance to take my own interest to a new level. All around me on boats and on shore girls and guys were drinking, laughing, and frequently exposing themselves for others to see, and I knew I wanted to join them. The center of attraction was a large high rock over a deep pool on which people were climbing and jumping into the water, watched by a crowd. Girls would pull up their tops to flash their tits, and occasionally drop their bottoms briefly to give a quick pussy show before jumping, and sometimes a guy would drop his pants to give the people a good view of his cock; the crowd would always respond appreciatively to a display, so that's where I was determined to put on my first real show. I climbed to the top, where I found myself standing next to a guy with a large cup on beer in his hand who was obviously well-buzzed. As I looked out over the crowd staring up at us I felt as exhilarated as if an electric current were running through me, and without hesitation I removed my top and tossed it to the ground beside me. I was now bare-breasted in front of a large mass of strangers and I felt wonderful. The guy looked, nodded approvingly, and as if to meet my challenge proceeded to pull his shorts down to his ankles and step out of them, standing completely naked; I was amazed at the casual way in which he bared himself to a large crowd as though it were nothing and I was immediately jealous of his total nudity, so not to be outdone I took a deep breath, quickly removed my own shorts before I could lose my courage, and stood stark naked in front of a huge pack of strangers for the first time in my life. My knees were shaking but I was on Cloud Nine, my greatest fantasy finally realized. But the guy wasn't done; after overtly staring at my bare pussy for a moment so I'd be sure to see he was doing it he smiled, calmly took his cock in his hand and proceeded to take a long arcing piss right in front of everyone while the crowd cheered lustily. From down below I heard someone yell "Hey naked girl, you piss too!" and others started yelling it as well. I was too far gone in the thrill of the moment to retain even a shred of inhibition, so I put my hand on my pussy, spread it open with my fingers, and pissed into the water below. The crowd went crazy watching me and I nearly passed out from the realization of what I had done. For the rest of the weekend wherever I went around the lake people would recognize me and I would hear them tell each other "That's the naked piss-girl from the rock." I loved it every time, and as I came to appreciate what a huge number of strangers I had shown myself naked to and even impulsively pissed in front of I began to realize how strong was my desire to make my fantasies come true no matter where they took me.
Taking that piss changed the whole character of my fantasies. Now I associate exhibitionism with pissing, and while I still get a major kick out of exposing myself to strangers in creative ways and observing their reaction when they realize that I am actually showing them my bare tits or naked pussy, my greatest thrills come from pissing in public even though it is exposure of a different sort since I don't usually bare my pussy to do it.
Instead, I piss in my pants, and I have gotten extremely casual and daring about it since I need to sort of "up the ante" from time to time to keep it exciting. At first I repeated the pattern I had employed when I started exposing myself; I would go for a late-night walk around the neighborhood wearing a pair of jeans or slacks which I would stop and piss in, then walk home. After only a short time I needed more, so I tried walking in the evening when it was still somewhat light and there might be people on the street.
That was good; I actually was seen a few times and I think they could tell I had wet myself, but I had to go further. The big breakthrough came when I realized that as long as I was somewhere where nobody knew who I was and as long as I didn't do it in front of a cop I could really do whatever I pleased and while I might get stared at or cause people to whisper about me (both of which I actually wanted; for a true exhibitionist that's the whole point) noting bad would happen.
Since then I have come to consider myself the world's most shameless public pisser, and I am quite proud of it; I mean, if you're going to do something do it all the way. Sometimes I make elaborate plans for my pissing, sometimes I do it on the spur of the moment, but my basic principle is that I absolutely don't care where I am or who is watching, and if people react, however they do it, so much the better -- it's all a thrill to me. I have pissed in my pants while sitting at a table in a restaurant, while riding a crowded bus, many time while walking down a busy street, and at a variety of sporting events and concerts.
I am completely shameless and unflappable about it. Recently I was walking through the parking lot of a mall on the way to my car when I suddenly decided it was a good time to piss my pants so I just stopped in my tracks, spread my legs slightly apart, and let it loose. A man who was walking toward me noticed the growing wetness in my crotch; he came right up to me looking concerned and said, "Lady, are you alright? Because you seem to be, umm, peeing in your jeans there." I made no attempt to stop, but just smiled at him and said, "I know, I'm doing it on purpose and it feels wonderful. I do it all the time, thanks for noticing. I love it when people see me." He seemed to interpret that as a request to stay and watch, so as though to please me he just stood there openly staring at my crotch as I continued to happily drench my pants in piss making a large puddle on the asphalt between my legs until I was drained. Finally he walked away shaking his head, but I could see the bulge in his slacks which just heightened the pleasure of the experience.
For me, standing in a public parking lot in broad daylight pissing in my pants while carrying on a conversation with a total stranger about how much I am enjoying it as he watches me soak myself is about as exciting as it gets. But there must be even bigger thrills out there for someone with my particular interest and I'm going to find them. My current fantasy is to find a way to climb on stage at a rock concert after drinking a gallon of iced tea and piss myself silly in full view of thousands of people. And don't think for a minute that I won't do it.